Fuck. Did I really start a blog? What the hell am I doing? I have no time for this shit.

Normally I don't swear so much. Well actually I used to swear a lot more than I do now. I still do but it isn't like every other word outta my mouth. My partner in crime doesn't like it that I swear. This in turn makes me want to do it more. You see I don't respond well to criticism, especially when it has something to do with my character. There is nothing worst than someone criticizing who you are. Now criticize what I DO, that I can take and will listen to but don't tell me to stop fucking swearing or I will tell you to fuck off.

Did I mention I just had a baby? Yes, I have a wee girl who at the moment can stand up unaided for about 20 seconds, WHICH IS RAD! All these little milestones just make me giddy. She's a little over 10 months old and really fucking cute. Now you may say, swearing and cute babies just don't mix. Well I've got news for you, I have a plan for that one and I shall describe this plan in great detail at some point in time but for now I'm tired and I still have to get into why I'm doing this.

Why have I decided to blog? I have thought about blogging for some time now. I have known a few people who have done this and thought it was pretty cool. Also blogs have helped me. Maybe even saved my life. Just feeling connected to someone else in a very specific way concerning very personal issues has been essential to my mental health. Some of the issues I'm referring to were concerning: breastfeeding, motherhood, feminism, relationship stuff, pregnancy, baby sleeping stuff, and whatever the hell I had on my mind, etc... I think you get the point. Anyways I'm not sure if my blog will be like those but I plan on keeping it real and try to blog from my truth. Whatever that looks like, not sure and I can't promise that I won't go off on tangents and have perfect punctuation cause I am only human and I'm a Leo on top of it. That's just how I roll.

So there you have my first post. Now to get to the good stuff...